IT HURTS ME, to see the one i love . cry.
todae, my twin shed a tears infront of me. nvr could i imagine a person who is always so happy shed a tears.*silly me, we are human, we have feelings*
yes true enough. my presence in “that” place wont be fer long but i hope that these fw months i could make them happy, learn as much as i could. Overall you cannot buy experience.
Whether i can get into a school nex year is still a question mark. The only thing i know, is i dont wan to run away from my dream. wait again. whut do i mean by dream? do i even knw whut i really want? It still seems like im hanging on to the loosing thread, helplessly.Its like bits of this and bits of that.
Im twenty this year.Then whut? Is this 2011 suppose to be like a gap year for me? Honestly speakin, i think that this year is really a tough year for me.Its like God really wanna test me. Things dont go out smoothly for me.
Entering the month of dec soon. then comes 2012. I pray to God . To ALLAH, that nex year will be a bettar year. i Hope i wont make my mum sad. She told me i’ve nvr make her proud before.Yes. She’s the woman who shoot words out from her mouth quickly and sometimes without thinking that her words can pierce one heart.Knowing how much i can be irritated by her sometimes, well honestly most of the time, i still knw she care fer me.
i just cant wait fer Nov to end.And i Thank you. WOrdpress. u still here no matter how i abandon you for months.Will be back again. just hope after i publish this post. It will be a betta nov fer me.WEIRDO.
a-q-m-a-r
