fucking akward la.issit?

HI. My name is Nurul. I think im in love with an imaginary soul.

twenty-1

ok courtesy of yahoo(image )
Less in a month time, im turning 21. WOOO boooo hohoo.wow thats fast.
But i still feels like a twelve years old kid. Still under my mum care, she did all my laundry, cook fer me, nag at me.loce hate mum daugther r/s. And i knew,all she pray fer,is this 21 years old daughter to find a stable job and have savings fer the future.Im not even halfway near there.BUt again, the day my mum called me considerate and fully responsible, ma lfie will be complete=)) period
Pray hard.

Any why do i find guys who play skate board or long board extremely sexay.
=DDDD

When are you at your best?

When im in a restaurant.

prickels bits salsa

IT HURTS ME, to see the one i love . cry.
todae, my twin shed a tears infront of me. nvr could i imagine a person who is always so happy shed a tears.*silly me, we are human, we have feelings*
yes true enough. my presence in “that” place wont be fer long but i hope that these fw months i could make them happy, learn as much as i could. Overall you cannot buy experience.
Whether i can get into a school nex year is still a question mark. The only thing i know, is i dont wan to run away from my dream. wait again. whut do i mean by dream? do i even knw whut i really want? It still seems like im hanging on to the loosing thread, helplessly.Its like bits of this and bits of that.

Im twenty this year.Then whut? Is this 2011 suppose to be like a gap year for me? Honestly speakin, i think that this year is really a tough year for me.Its like God really wanna test me. Things dont go out smoothly for me.

Entering the month of dec soon. then comes 2012. I pray to God . To ALLAH, that nex year will be a bettar year. i Hope i wont make my mum sad. She told me i’ve nvr make her proud before.Yes. She’s the woman who shoot words out from her mouth quickly and sometimes without thinking that her words can pierce one heart.Knowing how much i can be irritated by her sometimes, well honestly most of the time, i still knw she care fer me.

i just cant wait fer Nov to end.And i Thank you. WOrdpress. u still here no matter how i abandon you for months.Will be back again. just hope after i publish this post. It will be a betta nov fer me.WEIRDO.

cream soda

im back.
and testing.warm satruday. and yeay im meeting rasty. well at least it helps brighten me hopefully.
hope no nonsence. i had my bfast cum lunch . eating it with salty tears. aint good.no drama mama just carry on fer me.

nice right

im go glad im back

2011? half of 2011. soon very soon. so glad i managed to get into my wordpress. even though i have tumblr right now. guess im still using ma wordpress fer now

fIREWERKS

Nice right!.Awesome
credit to stewie

still hey 2010

Work has never been this fun.Esp when ur boss and qas bring you ard to see some cool dude, eat nice food, see tatoo artist (fer qas) and knwing u still get ur pay
.
Somehow .i hope in jan business goes well.
I dont know if i be in poly or working then
I pray life will be good fer me and u guys.

Invr regret quitting starbucks neither i regret joining starbucks.
I left and met some great people.
Both do me some good.

Oh btw my boss gave a print out of telling how a person is liek
juz by the handwriting.cool shit
oh and now i can tell hows a person is like by what car he use, the color she like and the way the hands move.yar yar only
Cool huh
still reading yaw
other than that.Have a baslt ending fer 2010 u guys.

Dear blog

Dear wordpress,

I wont know when we are gonna be separated….i ‘ve been abadoning u fer quite sometime.
I miss putting my oh not so personal thoughts right here.
I miss you.Im doing fine right now but at the same time i been doing alot of thinking.
I wonder how my future gonna be like.
Where i be heading to after H nitec

Wether i managed to marry a korean man.
Have two son.
HAHAHA
You see im always playful at times
but its rare to find me thinking aboutall this thought at 8 pm sharp on a cooling wednesday
So if i been away fer long.juz know that ur always by my side in my heart
coz all my thoughts go to u dude.(diary)

Did i mention i saw 2pm.mblaq and miss a in person
man.am i happy or whut.Imagine nickkhun LASTTIME .But not fer last friday
was awesome.Junsu the man with charisma.Arghh evryone.So far my ending of 2010.so far so good.
Thank god
=))

again and i be back yeah marn

i was like..typing..inserting…backspacing.a
argh
yes thats why im up to.
alot of things in ma mind right now.
not bad not good.oh well
at the other side of the not e
im graduatin soon
not really a gd thing
coz right now i cant predict my future.